Alex kisses Nick with the utmost care as he snaked his hand around the boy's neck, almost as if he was trapping Nick for himself. He pulled away slowly but left his hand behind. He remained silent, but hoped that Nick would see his apology through his eyes. He was sorry, for pulling Nick down with him. He leant back fully against the chaise and ran his free hand over Nick's tattoos, reminding him of the first day they had met. It seemed like such a long time ago now.